Omg haha so scary I wanted to make the tag '<3' but they didn't allow the character '<' oh poo them so I thought of LOVU and it was already there as a tag OMGOMG I WAS WONDERING WHO USED IT BEFORE (AND WONDERED IF IT WAS ME AND I WAS HAVING SHORT TERM MEMORY) BUT IT WAS LISA HAHAHA WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED
HI HI HI I know i talk alot so I wanna make this short and brief and I mean it this time even though whenever I say that I always end up ranting on and on and on <- See what I mean :O
I WILL MISS YOU TWOTWELVE ): -inserts one hundred thousand million billion gazillion saddies AND hartokunz!- I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT <3
So I will dedicate this song to y'all. Stand By Me by Shayne Ward. Beautiful song.
Will you stand by me? Cos I will. -winks-
SO CHEEEESY 8D AHAHA (sorry tried to be short this is the best i can do better stop before i make it even longer xD)
today was so surreal. it didn't feel like the last day of school. the last day 212 will officially be a class. all official traces will be gone, literally. "they are going to destroy all the class registers." quoted from Bernice, pointing in the direction of the GO. there was a sudden pause. the sound of a falling pin hitting the ground. the silence provoked an illogical, irrational urge to preserve one of those class registers.
the rational side took over. i got home. rotted in front of the computer. the pain in my shoulder and knees, a painful momento of the awesome NetCarn we had yesterday. when i fell to the ground clutching my thigh yesterday, i made sure i threw out that pass first. weeks before netcarn, i was really worried i would let the team down, some way or another. so my first priority was: the game.
but 212, you were great. you guys showed me the real meaning of a class. without hesitation, in order to make sure i was fine, we forfeited the last game of netcarn, the netcarn we put in literally sweat and blood and time for. i was touched. touched beyond comprehension...description.
one song was playing through my head the whole duration of NetCarn. was too preoccupied with the game to dediate it. though perhaps i should have done so. hmm... i guess, it's never too late hurh (:
Look up, the stars are fading And I am still here waiting To see you again Be with you my friend
When the moon is gone forever I hope you're up there somewhere I'll see you again Be with you my friend
'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are And all the streetlights shine like they were stars That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
Look out across the water Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care But just can't be there Swear that I will see you someday I have to find a way To show you I care Even if you're not there
So I'm following the road to where you are (Meet you tonight on top of) The streetlights they will guide me to the stars That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
My heart is empty without you Sometimes you don't know what to do And I need you tonight I'll fall asleep and it's alright Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
Let's spend tonight on top of the world And we can do anything, We can be anything I'll meet you tonight on top of the world As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
Let's spend tonight on top of the world (On top of the world) As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams
the lyrics really spoke to me. one of the ways: all of a sudden, i realised i was looking forward to the next day of school. but today's the last day, what was i thinking. sudden realisation that everyday, the motivation to come to school was those 30 faces i see in class, every single day. the smiles, the fun, the laughter...the love (:
every time i fell, the class would be there for me. for that, i feel really blessed. thinking back to eoys now, don't you cherish the moments, as in the moments we fought together during the exams. the silent determination. and the erupting into paper war at the end of the paper.
i will miss the classroom. i will miss the chalkboard on which we never really finished decorating. i will miss the 'stage area'. the green strings and making ms leow eat it. the pink tako. the cartoons. the scribbles. the mess in the room. the air-con. the fans. the COLDDD xD! the screams kristy emit when the screen is released and creates a loud noise. i miss the times we waited for the chime on the 1st of every month. i miss CIP at gombak, doing CIP in the rain in the retarded raincoats aka HUGE PLASTIC BAGS. i miss the confessions haha. i miss the games. i miss the class parties which we held most of the time for NO apparent reason (x i miss the natl day performance, when we argued, shouted at each other, bitched but still made up in the end and fought all the way together.
and i realise it's impossible to list everything we've been through together.
i miss the faces already. i miss the smiles. i miss the laughter. i miss 212.
212, we'll always. always be ON TOP OF THE WORLD (: